Welcome To MiNT LaND

2007-01-23T23:17:00.000-08:00

丹麦男双lars Paaske和Jonas Ramussen与薄荷。

雷西教练，庞学张助教与薄荷。

2007-01-23T23:07:00.000-08:00

陈宏与薄荷

2007-01-23T22:54:00.000-08:00

与陈甲亮的合影。。。
他人很亲切哦！

叹气~

2006-05-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

我好想念读书的日子，想念读日文的时候，大家很有热忱的一起上课；好想念杨，晓佩，老大，还有其他的朋友。
好想优游自在的上球馆打球；好想无拘束的上网，一有空就上网；
我不要忙碌，我要充实，现在才发现就算assignment做得再pekchek，也都还算under 自己的control,不像上班。。。
现在的我，感觉不到存在的意义。

变上班族了

2006-05-09T22:45:00.000-07:00

没想到我毕业后第一份工作面试会那么顺利。
5月7号，电邮履历表到白马瓷砖公司；5月8号早上9。30，有关人员致电给我，问我几时可以前往公司面试，我回答了“什么时间都可以” ，本来对方要求当天下午2点，(虽然我说什么时间都可以，但是，也太快了吧) 。最后，我答应了，5月9号，也就是今天到公司面试。5月10号，开工。。。

面试真的很成功。有两位经理级的人面试我。没想到这两个人都是我店里的老顾客，哈哈。。。面试是用华语进行，因为是台湾公司的关系吧。不知道是不是因为认识的关系，面试好象在聊天，呵呵。。。

明天，我就要变成上班族了。
我的月薪1150马币，如果是美元就好了，哈哈，我在做梦！我要求的月薪是1500，但是对方说我没经验，所以觉得我不值1500。虽然只有1150，但是我觉得还OK，因为津贴还蛮满意的。每个月如果没有迟到早退，可以领勤工奖120马币，再说一次，如果是美元就好了，哈哈。。。我又在做梦了。还有，每天伙食费3块钱，如果自己开车上班就有津贴2。8。如果没开车，可以选择坐公司厂车。加班费1。5，其实我不很明白什么叫1。5。对方问我如果要加班会有问题吗？我说没问题。其实我觉得家越多班越好，因为有加班费。我还这么年轻，有能力赚就尽量赚。今天大姐收到世界第三大ALLUMINIU供应厂商的电话，叫她去SECOND INTERVIEW，那家公司就在我明天上班的公司旁边，姐姐说，如果那家公司OFFER她3000，她就跳槽去那里。哈哈，如果她真的去那家公司上班，我就可以做姐姐的便车，就可以领那2。8的交通津贴喽，不只我赚到，姐姐也赚到，不错吧？听起来是不错，希望真的有将好。

虽然说面试很顺利，但是还有3个月试用期咧，如果那三个月不过关，我会超PAISEH因为，几己公司有很多认识我跟我爸爸的人，恐怖！
过三个月试用期的话，薪水会起，我会努力的！

明天就要开始上第一天的班了。我要努力努力赚钱，因为有了钱，我就能实现梦想。加油！

汤杯输了

2006-05-05T11:16:00.000-07:00

我们汤杯输了。我没话说了。。。
刚才因为家里的rtm2看不清，所以跑到阿姨家看了两场球。第一场，宗伟输给了沙场老将，
盖特。盖特真的不是盖的，尤其21分制对他来讲实在是打得太得心应手了。宗伟虽然也对新赛制适应得不错，但是，最终还是不敌经验丰富以及誓死夺杯的丹麦老将，盖特。输了一分，很可惜。。。第一场打完后，轮到我的阿名，还有妹妹喜欢的阿古上场。本来就没预料会拿下这分的球，竟然在陈/古不屈不挠的拼搏精神下不易得来的一分。爱死阿名了!经过3场的激战，阿名阿古最终是赢了，但是，那个死裁判做么发黄卡和红卡给阿名?差一点就没得打了，幸亏大马极力争取，最终，阿名阿古给了一分penalty point丹麦。那个死裁判，我差一点要把他诅咒死!根本就是偏袒欧洲国家，死印度佬!本来不想写
不文雅的话在我的部落里，但是实在太气不过那个死印度裁判了!下次如果再看到他，我一定会诅咒他的!女人是很可怕的，千万不要惹到我,也不要惹到大马队!
今天hafiz打的球实在令人发直。怎么会打成这个样子呢?都慢半拍的，唉~很象要睡觉那样。前天，hafiz还是我们的英雄，怎么今天打成这样?我的老天爷~
宝贝今天的表现也是令人紧张到了极点。打了6界，12年的汤杯，怎么对垒小蒋还这么吃力?真是吓死我了。
汤杯初哥，大眼仔-关明鸿，今天的表现还算ok，至少比hafiz表现得好。希望马羽总会考虑把beng hong转到李矛叔旗下训练，相信日后必有做为!李矛叔，救救我们的男单吧!
比赛到现在，事实已摆在眼前，就算再怎么失望和伤心，也没办发了，所有人都无话可说了。。。唯一能做的就是开始练兵，备战2年后的汤杯，还有还有，今年的世锦还没过。球员们不要松懈，要继续加油!
其实，现在输了，我也没太伤心。只是觉得很心疼阿名，真的非常的可惜，他们打得真的很好，那一分，就浪费了。阿名，你肩膀的伤还好吗?今天看到阿名认真的样子，真的超帅!!!
好啦，比赛就告一段落，大马队2年后会再向丹麦队报仇的!我们会站在世界最高锋的。所有人，等者瞧!
愿狗狗的脚伤早日康复,阿名肩膀安然无事，与阿古更上一层楼!加油!
malaysia boleh o!!!!!

这届的汤杯。。。

2006-05-04T15:33:00.000-07:00

本届的汤杯进行到现在已经发生了2件伤心事。第一，陈宏已经跟高龄分手，理由是高龄的父母反对。怎么会这样呢？他们好像都订婚了，要反对早就该反对，怎么现在才。。。唉~第二件事，狗狗受伤而退出汤杯半决赛行列。他伤得真得很突然，当我看到这则新闻的时候，这得上心透了，很多球迷也很担心他。但是最焦急担心的莫过于他的老婆和家人。现在的大马汤杯队正处于无队长状态之中，本来信心满满的大马队，目前是什么感觉呢？我们还有机会多下这届的汤杯吗？本人现在担心的不只是这个问题，狗狗的伤能够在短期内康复吗？根据一篇报道，他叫跟得上基本上需要3个月的时间康复，而恢复基本功能需要一年半，现年29岁的他，等到完全康复的时候，还有像现在这样的最佳状态吗？他伤得真是很倒霉阿！前些时候看到一篇报道，嘴哥和狗狗兴致勃勃地问对方会不会参加汤杯赛后的一些比赛。唉。。。现在，短期内，狗狗什么比赛也不能参加了。呜呜呜。。。

杨又被甩了，怎么会这样呢？经过他跟我说的故事，我觉得那个女的像是把爱情当儿戏，怎么可以这样？唉~对于杨的情伤，我无言以对。杨，你保重吧！

明天应该会有汤杯转播，我希望大马队，在缺少狗狗的参与也会打得很好。阿名，你要争气，要打好来哦，我会替你们祈祷的，加油！忘了对hafiz讲：你今天打得很不错哦，明天继续加油，要打到更好！

金河游

2006-04-28T21:20:00.000-07:00

哎哟~累死了。。。今天，我和倩俞还有晓佩。我们三个人跑到金河广场shopping，应该说对他们来说市shopping，而对我来说是逛街，因为，我没买什么东西，只买了一件小饰品，电话掉饰，嘻嘻。。。虽然只买了一件小东西，但是今天却花了将近二十块。不行啊，我要省钱，要不然就没钱回家了！！！

上星期跟geolink约了这星期六打球，也就是明天，但是到现在还没有消息，看来是打不成了。没关系，还有老大，这个老大，答应了我5月一号打球，千万要守信阿，要不然，我在回家之前最后一次在pro1打球的机会也泡汤了。。。

现在正和杨在yahoo messenger聊天。唉哟，这家伙，这个学期千万要及格阿，要不然我们就没有机会一起上毕业典礼了。朋友，加油！

明天就要开始收拾东西了，就要checkout宿舍了。住了三年，过几天终于要离开了~唉~
妹妹明天考试，深为姐姐兼学姐兼室友的我，没帮上什么忙，因为，我的妹妹很厉害的！！哈哈。。。

刚才一回到房间，妹妹就跟我说：“阿名没有打。”我的反映蛮惊讶：“为什么？”为什么阿名第一天没得打呢？就因为他在友谊赛的表现不好，所以阿福伯不派他上场？怎么会这样呢？呜呜呜。。。阿名在古晋训练的日子一定很辛苦，如果没能上场打，他一定会很失望：（阿名，你要加油阿！

好啦，玩了一天全身粘粘还没冲凉涅，恶心~灯下下楼跟倩俞晓佩算钱，然后去mamak吃“晚餐”。嘻嘻。。。明天晓佩去interview工作，希望晓佩应征顺利！
每天一祈祷:希望全家人还有朋友，球员们，和，自己：身体健康，出入平安，心想事成！

考完试了

2006-04-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

今天终于考完了在拉曼学院读书的最后一次考试。心情如何？没感觉，呵呵。。。虽然考完了试，心情应该轻松的多，但是，心情却是深重的许多。。。

刚才，爸爸打电话来，问了一些找工作的事，唉~找工作。。。我就快变成一般的上班族了！显~不过，有工作总比没工作好~

今天中午，前室友，丽珍来找我，我们拍了认识以来的第一张照片，我们认识快2年了。。。很高兴认识他，也很庆幸我曾经有过这么一位谈得来，而且思想跟我相近的小姑娘，呵呵。。。

考完试了，要去哪里玩勒？其实想去游泳，然后找朋友聊天。坐在泳池边吃吃零食，谈谈天，工作以后可能就少有这种机会了。唉~

前天，跟杨还有志明哥哥去puchong打球，一路上，志明哥哥讲了很多有关人生的事。他说，人一生当中最好还是找到自己最喜欢和觉得最适合自己的事，可以的话，最好是自己当老板，因为，如果帮人打工的话，有一天，如果你老板不要你了，你就什么也不是了。当老板虽然不容易，但是只要维持，三餐应该不成问题。我问哥哥，你觉得你幸运吗？他回答说：“我算是很幸运了”。没错，他能从是他爱舞蹈和古董业，真的是很幸运了。当我在问他这个问题的时候，我并没有觉得我不幸运，只是，我还是没能做我想做的事，是我人生当中很大的遗憾。

刚在杨在yahoo messenger跟我讲一路顺风，好笑勒，我还在这里好不好，还没回去，怎么这么早跟我说一路顺风。那天，志明哥哥也跟我说了一路顺风，因为那可能是我们最后一次在我回家之前的见面。虽然志明哥哥看不到我的部落，但是我要在这里跟他说声谢谢，因为他跟他谈话当中，我学了一些东西。谢谢你，志明哥哥，希望以后还有机会一起打球。谢谢各位在我在KL生活了3年期间的照顾。我的人生将迈入入另一个阶段，希望大家以后的日子过得愉快，心想事成！

大马队汤杯加油哦！

让汤杯回家，重回主人怀抱！

2006-04-26T23:27:00.000-07:00

“壯志在我胸，大馬男子羽球隊只要湯杯，不要湯“悲”！日本東北部城市仙台4月底依然乍暖還涼，氣溫介於攝氏4至11度之間，但是，此刻身在這座城市的大馬羽球隊，心卻是熱的，他們要在這裡上演“風中的傳奇”──重奪睽違14年的湯杯，讓湯杯回家，回到第一屆得主的懷抱。”看了这篇报道，又有一股鼻酸的感觉涌上心头~

第二十四届汤姆斯杯赛就要在明天开打了！虽然是明天打的是小组赛，但是妹妹还是很担心会有爆冷现象出现。大马队在和美国还有英国同在D组，要相信大马队是绝对有能力把这两个“ 小国”打死的！哈哈。。。大马队在D组出线后将会对垒印尼或韩国。依我看，对垒印尼的机会较高。印尼是个传统强国，汤杯已被他们拿了十多次，大马队如果对上印尼队，想必又是一场苦战了！

明天我也有战要打，因为。。。明天考试阿！！！可是，现在的我，却没有在读书哦~一直跟妹妹在讨论汤杯。呵呵。。。

好啦，神明要保佑我明天考试顺利，也要保佑大马队顺利把汤杯带回家，让汤杯能够重回主人怀抱！

不舍~

2006-04-21T20:15:00.000-07:00

这几天，我的生活里都洋溢着悲伤的感觉，这是为什么呢？还不都是因为快离开这里的缘故。刚才，我独自在宿舍的食堂一吃晚餐。饭后，买了一块西瓜，坐在面对KLCC的石椅上，做着。吃完西瓜，一个人漫步在拉曼宿舍的马路上。虽然，拉曼宿舍并没有美丽的景色可言，但是，这呆了三年的地方，留给了我许多的回忆。

今天，我上了最后一堂lecture,这可能是我这一声中最后一次在拉曼学院听老师讲课。今天的 lecture竟然full house,大概是大家都以为金老师会给“贴士”吧，但是，老师并没有给哦，哈哈~

还有3天就要考试了，今天非得把书念完，因为如果有不明白的，就要问庸老师了，明天是最后一次consultation了。好了，现在先去冲凉，然后洗衣。9点，黑马王子dom要来找我，换我书本。

今天就写到这里。。。明天故事待续。。。

不想长大！

2006-04-20T02:44:00.000-07:00

我不想我不想不想长大！！！

无题~

2006-04-19T22:42:00.000-07:00

倒数考试日期，还有5天。

今天听了head of school还有川老师的briefing，其实这个briefing都不管我的事，因为讲的是有关further study的东西。。。最后一次听川老师在讲堂里讲话，今天，觉得川老师特别有魅力，可能是因为今天有head of school在场，所以他比较正经。认真的男人最帅，这句话没错哦，而且他把那把“羊咩咩“胡子剃掉了，头发剪断了，显得更年轻，更好看了。这样的男人比较有吸引力哦，再加上幽默感，呵呵。。。

刚才和cy跟sp去吃晚餐，哪知道吃到一半，竟然有2个家伙突然来访，害我突然晕倒。。。这两个人就是dom和jess，他们不懂从哪里蹦出来的。大家就坐下聊天。其实我也不懂要跟他们聊什么，不过幸亏cy跟jess还有话讲。他们在计划去槟城要去哪里玩，可是到最后jess也不肯定要不要去。jess问到我是哪里人，then我讲我是新山人，他就讲新山很乱，没错！新山是一个犯罪天堂，那些警察全都躲在猪寥睡觉！我跟dom没讲什么话，sp讲他很明显在尴尬。不知道他在尴尬什么，晕~

等下就要开始温习功课了，再不开始读，就危险了~老天保佑吧。。。谢谢！

快离开了。。。

2006-04-18T12:03:00.000-07:00

再过不久，我就要离开吉市了，所有以前做过的事，都想再去做一遍，可能是最后一遍。这包括，去sri pelangi的泳池游最后一次的泳；到“天下”吃最后一次的“好吃”叉烧饭；到pro1球场打最后一次球；到学校图书馆复印最后一次历年考题；可以的话，到sunway piramid溜最后一次冰。。。目前想到的，而值得纪念的，就这些吧。

昨天，我开始收拾了，收了一些觉得不再用的东西，方便hostel check-out。

考试时间表出了。没想到怎么这么早就考完了阿？24，27号。第一天就考了哦~那我要不要早点回家呢？27号，thomas cup开打，如果国营电视有直播的话，早点回家，就有的看了。hostel,10号check-out，想住到最后一天呢，到底应该怎样呢?唉~又得做抉择:(

最近看的那部《恶作剧之吻〉演到，大家都有梦想，只有湘琴，他的梦想，好像都围绕着直树。她自问，：“难道，梦想就一定要是很伟大的吗？简简单单得像梦想当一个贤妻良母就不行吗？”如果自己的梦想也像她得这么简单就好了。。。唉~难道我以后就一定会过着一般上班族的生活，没有一点精彩可言？其实，简单的生活未必是不好的，至少安逸，那也可以是幸福的，只要平安，健康地活着，已经算是一种幸福了，对吗？希望我选择回家不会是个错误的选择。

我，到底是怎样？

2006-04-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

久违了，我的部落~
今天发生了不爽的事。现在的我，病了~发高烧，全身软软的，发烧，不会是禽流感吧!
今天一大早，跟cy跑到PC fair去，目的，就是为了买IT产品阿!我买了打印机。原本是因为妹妹要用，所以帮她买，可是因为打印机的价钱比预算的贵，所以到最后，就“不爽”地，变成我买了。很不爽。不爽不是因为最后是我出钱买了，而是，妹妹一从家乡回来，就给我臭脸看!说如果贵就不要买，还有价钱不一样也不先跟她说一声就买了，而我，跑了这么一趟“辛苦之旅”，他却没有想到！会场真的事超多人的！买了还抱着座快铁回来，知道又多辛苦吗？就因为这样，我死要面子，虽然已经没钱过活，但是还是硬着头皮，跟她说：“好啦，我出钱，这个printer算我的，以后你自己买！”我真的没钱了~我承认我的理财观很糟糕，但是我的尊严放不下妹妹给我臭脸色看！
惨了，没钱了，没得打球，没得跟SP和sharon还有老大去吃顿好的。还有大概2个礼拜，我就要离开这呆了3年的地方。我好舍不得~不舍得朋友，不舍得我爱的Pro1球场，不舍得球友~(啜泣~）。。。

其实我知道，家，是以很温暖的地方。今天妹妹从家乡回来，妈妈给我们准备了晚餐，带了好多好多，根本不像是两人份的。而我，也不小心煮了很多饭，结果都吃不完，剩了好多！我真得很想都把妈妈的心意吃完，但是因为不舒服，所以吃剩了很多。抱歉，妈妈~

惨了，明天还有presentation,这双流了很多眼泪的眼睛，拜托明天不要肿哦！（好讨厌自己从小到大都是一个大哭包!)

从今天倒数，还有10天，汤姆斯杯就在日本仙台，然后东京举行。我国球员们都还在努力的备战中~好想大声地给他们加油！最近每当看到新闻上有他们的报道，知道他们都很有信心，好感动~心里喊着：“你们一定要加油！”然后，眼泪又留下来了~唉~我可以不要动不动就流眼泪行吗~虽然他们很有信心，但是我国很多球迷也不禁替他们担心，因为夺杯路上崎岖啊！

刚才看了台湾版的《恶作剧之吻〉，直树的爸爸说了一些触动我心璇的话，他说：“每个父母都很矛盾，希望孩子们能够靠着自己的力量，创出一片天；但是，又但心孩子们在外面受到伤害，绕了一大圈路，伤痕累累，所以想为孩子们打造一个无风雨的世界。”我想我父母的心情也是如此吧！可是。。。我很感激父母为我着想，但是，我想闯闯看！又但是，最终，我还是选择了，回家~

前几天，跟老大聊到我和羽毛球的故事。我竟然得到又气又伤心的话。“如果我生在纽约，那我也会是apperentice!”这句话，就是老大说的。像是在嘲笑一个生命中有遗憾的人。但，后来，老大向我道歉了，我说：“我并没有嘲笑你的意思，但，梦想归梦想，我也想像Mr.Trump一样成功阿！”这句“梦想归梦想”，是常常出现在我人生中的一句话。当我想学打球，当我想念电视电影学，当我想呆在K.L。。。这句话就会出现了~显！有些人，他们做着自己想做的事，朝明确的目标前进；我好羡慕他们哦~我的目标是什么？我的梦想全都被冷冻了，而我，真的不知道该做什么了~纳闷。。。

a bit depress

2005-03-28T13:30:00.000-08:00

just now, i got a phone call from home, it was my my sister. she told me that my mom has fell sick, she got fever, but hasnt go to doctor yet, coz my sister is busy for work n no1 is free. on the other hand, my father is started frustrated, coz no1 helping him in the restaurant. sign....:( i am worrying about my parents, my father is a easy-panic person, n also a perfectnist, he always want things to be done perfectly in short time. i forgot how many time we tried to persuade him take everything easy, dun rush for everythings, but he will listen to us at the beginning, but later he just turned back to the "original" him. my mother who is always a "victim", coz when my dad frustrated on something, he will nagging to my mom.

a few months later, we will move to our new house. bcoz of that, we will close our 15 years-biz. my parents can retire, i hope they can really enjoy their retire life.

hopefully everything going smoothly n god bless us! thanks god~

do u smoke?

2005-03-21T16:38:00.000-08:00

do u smoke? once i asked my friend this Q. currently, 2 of my friends are smoker. i asked them the reason. 1 of them said, "it is cool", another said, "i smoke to release the pressure". i din ask further after they told me the reason, n i think everyone doing something n there must a reason behind it.

i came back to the hostel after the afternoon class just now. i saw a guy n a gal were sitting at the back a school building n the guy was smoking. i cant believe the guy is my friend. i saw him n i think he saw me also. the moment he saw me, he turn his head back quickly n pretend he din see me. 1 thing came to my mind immediately, "does his gf (who is my secondary school close friend) know he is smoking now?" he was a good guy with no bad habit, but y? y he start smoking now? he doesn't like the guy i knew him before. maybe i am too overreact about this matter.

her gf who is my friend was complainting to me that her bf ( who is the friend i saw is smoking) seem like din care about their relationship anymore. n as my knowledge this guy, his father now is diagnosed a quite serious sickness. he is the elder child in the family, so i am wondering is he carrying a lot of pressure with his father's problem? n this is the reason to make him start smoking?

i am not sure whether my his gf know about this thing? but i am not going to tell anyone. i think i should not invlove in their problem. at the same time, i will pretend that i din see the scene of he is smoking. but i hope he will quit this bad habit soon.

god bless everyone. thanks!

couldn't get sleep...

2004-12-26T04:26:00.000-08:00

it's 4.05am already, but i couldn't get sleep, so very bad....i caught flu, sore throat, "cannot fall sick", i tell myself.

from my window, i can see the mood. the mood is so bright tonight, it just like a lantern. i planned to study today, but i didn't, i spent the whole day watching drama, although i had watched it already, but i keep watch it repeatly. i watch "good luck" leaded by kimura takuya (mu chu tuo zai), A cinderella story, leaded by hilary duff, and "GTO" special edition leaded by takashi sorimachi (fan ding long shi), and tomorrow i want to watch "true heart" once again. aiyo...no mood to study:(. just now i watched movie trail on apple movie trial website, i found a movie, "the chorus" it seems like a nice movie, talking about a music composer and orphans. it is a story after the WW2, the orphans were forgotten by the society, but the music composer teach them singing, give them hope. it's seems like a very touching movie, but i think it won't show in Malaysia. so...maybe i have to go to speedly to looking for it.

oh! i have not pay internet access fee yet, but luckly the office didn't stop my internet service yet, still can online...haha. i chatted with Nicole on MSN that day, after chatting with her, i think we are closer now. she gave me a X'mas gift on friday, it is a earing, a yellow ring-earing, although i don't wear earing, but thanks Nicole!

i wanted to go home-stay program in Japan! i want i want i want! but it's spend RM2600 for air ticket. some or it need to be interview, my friend told me it is very difficult to get this chance, but i want i want i want! i have not get the form yet, my ex-jap classmate promised me to get 1 for me, although it is difficult to pass the interview, but at least i want to try, try my best!

the 3rd level jap L class ahd completed, don't know is there a class for level 4 next semester? if no, i have to study in Jap foundation which is in the citibank tower. if no class for level 4 in TARC, i got no more chance to study with my current Jap classmate, so i gonna miss them, and also i gonna miss my lu sensei:(

how the result will be? i don't know? the result will release next semester....
good luck to me and my classmate~
God bless us~ thanks!

Going to printing shop later

2004-12-23T12:30:00.000-08:00

oh~ finally I finish my flyer design, phew...What a long journey....Ha, actually not so tough lah...to exaggerated:p later I will going to Tmn Melawati to print my flyer then submit on Monday or tomorrow also can submit, then I can relax for few days, enjoy the celebrations....Hooray!

yesterday I went to JJ to buy X'mas present, at the end I bought some chocolate. I listen to X'mas song when I was wrapping them. :) so enjoy, feel happy to give people gift, although it is just a small gift, and also hope people will give me gift also lah..haha, just kidding:p. Yesterday my friends and I bought my friend, C's 21st birthday present. It is a crystal apple, it's looks like the apple of Love Generation. It cost RM39, quite beautiful and it is pink.

so, guys and gals, any plan for X'mas? My friends ask me for celebrations, but I don't feel like going, just want to stay at hostel, enjoy 1 person-celebration.

anyway hope every1 happy and enjoy this greeting season~
God bless us~thanks!

Dong Zhi

2004-12-22T01:12:00.000-08:00

happy dong zhi everyone~~

today i woke up quite early, about 7, (7 to me is very early now, haha) because today is dong zhi. i went to my friend's house to make tang yuan. our tang yuan is very funny, it is green and white, it doesn't look like tang yuan. we can't get the red and white 1 because when we bought "mian tuan" in pasar, the red 1 already sold out, only left white and green, this is my first time to see got green tang yuan, some or got blue 1, so weird, maybe K.L people got many colour tang yuan, in jb i only see red and white. my the other 2 friends are also jb poelpe, so we all feel very weird then they start eeee here and eeee there in front of the stall. haha, we are so "sua gu" :P.

after buying all the ingredients, we go back home and start making it. because of impatient, the shape of tang yuan also very funny, some are big as fish ball, some are not ball shape but other funny shapes, haha. although it was not very beautifull and cute and at least can be eat. hehe. we make quite a lot, then we brought some to friends. it's feel good to give people thing, in chinese, there is a phrase called "shi bi shou geng you fu", i think i can understand a bit of it.

so friends, christmas is coming soon, are you going to give present to your friends or family? i think i will give to my close friends...although no$$ already, but i will choose some small and cheap but meaningful presents for them.

last week i bought myself a crystal neckless, it cost me RM50, my friend, C said it can be much more cheaper, why i always want to buy expensive thing? but i think i like it, then i will buy but not hesitate this and that, maybe this is one of the character of Leo. haha.

finally i completed the 3rd level of J language and the exam. i found that the exam is quite easy, it's much easier than i thought, maybe sensei hope everyone can pass and persue to next level. sensei (teacher) said if there is level 4 in TARC, he will speak to us in 100% J language, no more English. i can't wait to study level 4, although it's getting tougher and tougher but it's challengeable, isn't it? haha. the sushi making class has delayed to next thursday, a bit dissapointed, because have to wait 1 more week.:( i had finish wrapping the sourvenier which are going to give our sensei. i bought a batik scarf for the japanese sensei, and a hari accesory for another malaysian sensei. i hope they will like it. the wrapping paper looks like christmas wrapping paper, once again i feel great, because we are giving things to people. feel warm....

my friend C will celebrate her 21st birthday on the 1st of Jan 2005, so my friends and i are going to her home at Seremban. before the day of her birthday celebration, i got another celebration at my classmate's house. we got new year eve celebration, so i will over night at my classmate's house, then only the next day i come back to hostel and pack something, then go to KL central to take KTM to Seremban. then 1 more night sleep at friend's house.

after all the celebrations...i should set my mind down and start to preapre final exam. i think this semester exam will make me a bit nervous, because i have no confident for these subjects, but i think God will bless me, isn't it? haha, even though God will always by our side, we still have to put our effort and try the best to do everything, isn't it?

God bless us~ everyone~thanks!

shopping at sungai wang

2004-12-16T14:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went to sungai wang with friend, OMG! so so so tired!! so so so many people. why weekday also many people ar? no need to study and working meh? actually i hate shopping very much but yesterday i was buying the souvenier for the teacher who going to teach us make sushi, nobody want to take responsibility to buy the souvenier, so my friend and i are very nice, so we went to buy. we shopped from morning 11++am till 7++pm, we can't found the thing we wanted to buy, so...seeking from floor to floor, from 1 biulding to another building, so tired. next time i won't be so nice to take the responsibility to do this kind of task>p<

OMG! I'm going crazy

2004-12-15T01:10:00.000-08:00

Someone help me!!! I'm going crazy!!! EP particle assignment driving me crazy. The tutor ask us to design a flyer by Adobe photoshop, I had tried to explore the function of every tools, but....:( I'm going crazy! Some or, I don't have any good idea to design it. Actually I did several of it, but they are UGLY>-< ! i dare not to look at them even once! :(

Friday evening

2004-12-10T18:10:00.000-08:00

So hungry...Just now I went downstairs and bought some kuih to fill my empty stomach, although it's almost dinner time, but I don't want to take it too ealier, because I will hungry very soon, then have to take supper some or. I bought 1 curry puff, 1 roti sardin goreng and 1 kuih ubi, all together RMI. Today's Kuih ubi not very nice, quite hard, maybe the macik put more flour, less ubi today. haha.

I went to the guitar test this afternoon, ai.....I thought I can play calmly, but still panic, the performance was not in my expectation. nevermind, buck up! 2 more lessons in this level, I think I will continuo the next level.

aiyo...Very poor these days, I going to spend quite a lot money recently, internet fee RM70, guitar lesson deposit for next level RM30, then I decided to buy a internal burner because of the EP pratical assignment, I think it will cost me about RM100++. Some of my friends have burner, but I think I don't like to trouble people, so I think I better own myself a burner, whenever I want to use I just use, no need to ask. A few days ago, L called me ask me to work at PC fair, but I rejected him, my reason is I am busy, I can't catch up my study, so I have to put 100% concentrate on it. 1 more assignment on hand, I more test on hand, Japanese L, then the final exam will be just around the corner.

just now I met SC, she invited me to go for Christmas party on the coming Tuesday. I think I will not turn up, because those attend have to bring 1 present, then the ticket price is RM4, although it's cheap and worth, some or can meet people maybe make new friends, but I am very POOR now. and I feel sorry to SC, because last time she ask me to go for the movie "the passion of Christ, I promised her, but didn't go at the end, so sorry....:(. Anyway, this time thanks for invited me SC.:). Just now also met CH, he will going to debate this Sunday, so I wish him all the best. Jia you! haha

aiyo...My another friend, ask me to go to hospital XX, I don't know go there for what, maybe bring something for the patients, because X'mas coming soon,but I think I will not going with them, because I have to reorganize my note and start to study, so sorry MH. Very very sorry to MH, because last time she sms me ask me for dinner, then I promised, then she tell me the time and promised to fetch me at hostel. But....I can't go, because I got some else important. Then she SMS me again ask me to go for her church, a drama performance, it was on Thursday,I didn't reply her immediately because I was thinking should I go or not, after that I forgot to SMS her back. Then today I suddenly remember this thing, but Thursday was over already....aiyo...So sorry leh~~ so I still thinking now should I reject her once again?? But I am not free wo~ how?? :(

Y ask me to teach him MML, but I myself also can't follow what the tutor taught some or I have no free time, I said so to Y, then he said "nevermind la, teach me what you know", then I said "can make it after next Wednesday"? He said "ok lo", I thought Japanese L exam is on next Wednesday, but it is delay to next 2 Monday already, so....aiyo...Don't know how to arrange my time liao~. Very terrible, I have no idea how to start to do my EP pratical assignment, no idea at all, next Wednesday have to pass Mr. E for progressing check, some or have to give him the photo, I don't have single person photo leh~ my passport size photo also used up liao, no more left liao...So how?? aiyo...Sir, can I email you my photo?? haha.:p

just now I went to bank to bank in my cheque, aiyo...I ask my sister SMS me my public bank account no., then she ask father copy her my account no, then my fahter misunderstand, then give her my maybe account no., then sister SMS it to me, then I go to bank and fill in account no. But, the space for account no. was no enough, lesser 2 space, the cashier tell me it is not public bank account no. Then I was embarrassed leh~ then call once again to my sister ask her to confirm, then only she tell me it is maybank account no. But nevermind la~ human being always made mistake, haha.

Last night I chatted with JC, then I knew he is a smoker, he said he is very vex so he smoke, he adviced him smoke is bad for health, but he said that's ok for him~ aiyo...why people always give excuse for smoke and drink alchohol. I was drunk once, felt extrmely bad, vomitting and feel dizzy! so I wondering why people drink although they will feel more worst after it.

Last week, I heard LeeHom's new song, oh my God, why is he so so so talented leh? the song is so so so nice. "xin1 zhong1 de3 ri4 yue4" the music is composed by him, but not the lyric. he tried the new music style in his music, this is a song consist a lot of "chinese style" (zhong1 guo2 feng1), he record this song in Shang-ri-la and Tibet, so the song got a bit Shang-rila and Tibet feeling. he used "er hu" as 1 of the instrucment to compose the music. really a new style for him, nice o, I can't wait to listen to his new album, maybe will release at the end of this month or the middle of next month. jia you o Leehom!

6 o'clock now, I don't feel like to start doing anything but feel sleepy, YAWN~~maybe later take a nap then only start doing something.

ok la, hope tomorrow will be a nice day:)

may God bless us~ thanks~

Miss my family

2004-12-04T03:45:00.000-08:00

Very very busy now...because of tiredness , I miss my family a lot. I miss my mum cooking, miss my sisters and also miss my home! Now I really can't switch my bed time back to normal time, I always sleep at day time and stay awake in night time, I know it is harmful to my health, but I really can't switch it back. How?

very confuse now, I can't concentrate study now. All the tutorial Q & answers are not complete, some note are missing some part, I don't know what am I doing now. Oh my god...I going to make my parents and sister disappointed this semester, and also disappointed myself.

maybe I am the kind cannot do too many things in the same time. Maybe this semester I pick up too many things, guitar, working part-time, Japanese class, student reporter society...Today I met with B.S, I told him I want to quit to be a student reporter, and my reason is "I am busy" these days, I can't spare even little time for "Xue Ji", so I decided to quit. He allow me to quit, but I feel sorry to him and also Y, because it seem like I am irresponsible:(

1 more assingment on hand, EP pratical assignment, the task is create a flyer by Adobe photoshop. Oh my god! I don't know how to use Adobe, I tried countless time but still can't do it! How? I searched the guideline from the internet, I found it, but I don't understand it, how? Next week got EP pratical test, how? Don't know how to do! nevermind I won't give up! I want to figure it out!! I must figure it out!!!

my mum is coming to K.L this Monday, I want to meet her up, mum...I miss u! But my sisters are not coming along, I miss them also, and my father and brother. I planning to go back hometown on "dong zhi" but I got sushi making class on that day, so I can only go back in sem break. ai....Hoping everything will be fine.

may god bless my mum along the journey to K.L, bless my family and friends....Thanks god~

Saturday....

2004-11-27T19:22:00.000-08:00

i sat for psychology test this afternoon, a lot of new psychology vocab i never meet before, the paper is very tough! many people finish in 20 minute then go out. hey guys, is it easy? or u guys just give up??

Monday still got 2 test and 1 presentation, why another class can pospone to next week ar? Unfair!!

Ouch! My fingertips are so painful.... I keep practicing on my guitar, hopefully can master the chords changing. Then I can play for my family when I go back to hometown. haha

My father received my card already, I hope eveyone in home is fine and happy.

My sister is coming to TARC nest year May, I have to settle something for her, hopefully she will get the result which she targeted. Now I am wondering should I stay at hostel for another 1 year study in TARC? Because I may not be in the same room with my sister. So...Maybe I will move out from hostel, but....I hate to wake up earlier, once I move out to else where, I must wake up earlier than I do now. aiyo...Maybe it's time for me to train myself do not "lai chuang".

Anyway, I still got a few months to think about this problem.

May god bless everyone....Family, friends...And me! Ha

Give me a break!

2004-11-25T23:02:00.000-08:00

Today afternoon I had submitted E.P assignment. Still got 2 assignments on hand, MMS and psychology. Very very busy these days....2 more days to sit for psychology test, oh my god! I haven't read any of it yet! Then, 2 tests on Monday and 1 presentation, don't know how to deal with all these task??? Feel pressure....:(

Yesterday J invited SP and me to watch the Korean movie "The Way Home", I really wanted to watch, but yesterday I having Jap class until 8pm, some or still got assignment to rushing for.

Jap lesson getting more tougher now, some or our sensei teach very fast.... Sometime feel very hard to catch what he teach, but, I give never give up learning Jap Language.haha

It's time for doing assignment again....

God bless everyone~ Thanks~

i lie to my friend

2004-10-31T13:22:00.000-08:00

Why i still here in front of my PC? I should be in the C.S training, the tranining start from 8am to 5pm. I didn't go, although i had promised my friend. So sorry my friend, i lie to him, i sms him and said i am falled sick, really can't go to college. In fact, my mood is falled sick, bad mood....

I just had my lunch, today i woke up quite late, around 12pm, but still feel sleepy, maybe nothing to do, haha, actually i got a lot of things to do, but no mood. i can't keep on this like! I must finish MMS assignement today, do J language revision, do some J language writing.

Oh My God!! Yestersay discussed MML group assignment, one of my group member was so stubborn! she don't accepted others opinion, i have even no chance to talk! she never listen to others, this is my second time joining her for doing assingment. She is very petty, she always talk bad behind someone, and always suspect people talk bad behind her, and i had no choice, i have to listen to her! Because she think i am her good listener, haha! But she don't know i don't like this kind of childish behaviour!

May God bless us~ thanks~

Feeling down.....

2004-10-28T22:04:00.000-07:00

Feeling down today, don't know why. Just now I went to E.P lecture, I was late, but come out ealier, I only sit in the class for 30 minute, then I just came out and go back to the hostel.

My friend wanted to borrow my EP pratical note, the tutor didn't give us note, but he only teach us how to use Adobe photoshop, step by step, so I wrote down the procedure. I do have my own note, but I don't want to borrow to that noisy fellow. He is a weird guy! Always talk nonsense in the class, he never listen to what the tutor said, he keep talking and make noise, so I don't want to borrow him! He deserve it!

I ate a lot of things for my dinner, 1 egg tart, 1 slice of cake, 1 bun, 1 pack of noddle and 1 can of pepsi. so so so full! After eating, still down....down without reason. C called me, she ask for the ink that she putted in my room. Actually she ask me bring it to her when i go to EP class, but i forgot, so she called me, but i have no mood to answer the call, i just ignored it, she called several times, but i didn't answer, so was so angry and came to my room. Before she step in my room, i saw ps downstair, so i thrown the ink to her, when C come to my room with a very fierce face, she knocked the door very loudly, i hate people so rude, although i was my fault. Then i just told her, " i thrown it down to ps already", then i directly say bye bye to her and closed the door. i know i also can't be like that, but, sorry i am so so so down.

Then, sp came, she return me the $$, she knew i was down, but i told her i was stomach ache. she keep asking me what happened, i said i am okey, nothing happen. She knew i am down and said nothing after it, then she went back to her room. Then, i decided to have a nap, after about 30 minute, someone knock the door, then i wako up and open the door, i was sp, she bring me 2 packs of chocalate milk and wanted to know what's wrong with me, then we talk for a while until A came for asking me something about the MMS indi assignment. Thanks for sp's concern, and also thanks for ur milk! So glad to know her, because she always listen to me, when i am down.

Our J class wanted to start up J club in TARC, so last Tuesday we went to SxD, because we want to know the procedures, and how we should do. But the SxD directly reject our request and give us a lot of excuses. I was so disappointed and angry because I was not satisfied with the reasons that SxD gave us. After that, we discussed with our J teacher, he say he will try to talk about this matter with EMSx. I really hope that we can set it up successfully. Because we study the Language of J, my J teacher always tell us we should also study their cultures, so without a club, we can't group together to interact with those interested in J cultures, right? Just like homeless, although we study J language but it seems like meaningless.

But anyway, I think we will not give up! minasan, nishoni gambatte kudasai!

God bless us~ thank you!

Tomorrow will be a boring day

2004-10-23T14:30:00.000-07:00

Just now came back from college, finished psychology lecture. Our psychology lecture is really funny and full of humors sense, he always make fun in the class, I like to attend his class, really interesting!

After the class, I go to C.S to meet friends for interview new people for xue ji, so poor thing....Only 3 people came for interview, only 1 is satisfied, ai....Poor thing, I think xue ji will "sao pei" soon. After that, we 3 went to lunch at TBR. Why the first stall of chicken rice always Q a long tail, i always wanted to taste it but I don't want to Q-up leh~, my friends said the chicken rice there is very delicious, haha, that's why people willing to Q-up for long time lah~

OMG! Raining heavily now, please stop raining lah~ later I will going out!

Tomorrow will be very boring, everyone was going back home, only left me in the hostel. However a lot of assignments going to start, but...No mood~ :(

OMG! My bank account only left few ringgit leh~ how to survive huh? Have to eat instant noodle these days....Save $$. So poor thing~~.

Anyway god will bless us~! Thank you!

Life is getting busier....

2004-10-23T02:15:00.000-07:00

Today I registers for guitar class at music society, RM25 for registration, then I have to pay more RM50 at the first lesson, then monthly fee is RM25. Actually I intent to register for violin lesson, but it is more expensive, so, at the end, I decided to learn guitar.

career fair is starting at 27 of OCT, the people ask me to be the helper haven't delegate the job to me, he said his head will contact me, but only a few days left, the head haven't contact me leh~ please don't ask me to do last minute job!

Tomorrow I got only 1 class at 10am, after that I will go to an activity, I guess it is C.S activity, Y SMS me and told me, but he didn't mention more about it, then I ask him, but he didn't say what actually it is, but it's ok, tomorrow I go there then I will know.

Quite busy these days, my friend ask me out just now for yam cha, but it was raining, so I didn't go. I planned to start doing the MMS individual assignment, but no idea at the moment, so....haha, start it when I want to! I guess I can complete it in time.

OMG! Money no enough, recently I spent over budget, I didn't expect I will taking up guitar lesson, tomorrow I have to buy a brand new guitar at RM120, then first payment for fee is RM50, a lot I'm going to pay leh~ can some $ just flow from the heaven?? haha...Impossible :(

This morning I attended a seminar in college, it's talk about study in Japan, I am actually interested in Short-term student exchange program, from the seminar, I knew that it is impossible for me to apply scholarship for join to that program, because TARC have no connection with any university or colleges in Japan, I have to self subsidies if I want to join that program, quite disappointed :( Actually the tuition fee in Japan is very affordable, only the living expenses have to cost us very much!

Next month my Japanese classmates and I will have a sushi making session which my Ex-Japanese teacher promised to us. Now we are start to arrange everything, such as, the venue, the ingredients, the number of people who want to join and ect. Hope that it will be fun!!

Last chapter of psychology that we studied was really tough! We studied "BRAIN" last week, however we are mass communication student, but last week we all seems like medical student, we study the functions of various part of the brain. Although it is hard, but I like it also, because it make us like a doctor. Ha!

it's late, bed time~ wish me have a good dream, and good night everyone~ God bless us~ family, friends and me~

Finally, the Japanese class is starting

2004-10-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

Haha, finally the Japanese class is starting today! We got about 17 people in the class, I thought the EMSD won't let us open the class, because there were only 11 people registered on this afternoon, we can only form a class at least 15 people, luckily finally got 17 people, don't know who are the few last went to register, so happy we can continue our Japanese study.

we got a few strange faces in the class just now, they are actually our senior in Japanese study. They met the problem of not enough people a few semester ago, so they continue studying now, luckily we didn't.

because of the Japanese class, I have to study continuously on Monday, my time on Monday is fully occupied, I study from 8am to 2pm, then 4pm to 8pm. So so so tired, but it is better than nothing to do.

I am now finish my dinner and after showering, very tired, later have to wash the clothes, otherwise no more clothes for tomorrow classes. I am participated in career fair in Oct 27 to 29, I am helping in P&P, so maybe some work my friends and I have to prepare before the fair, then we are going to start our individual assignment and group assignment as well~ getting busier, but I like it! Maybe 30 of this month I will going to watch the film, the passion of Christ, yesterday I met a friend who is promoting the film for their church. I would like to watch that film. Actually it was released about 6 months ago, because of the religion matter, so Malaysia government prohibited it for showing in the cinema, but now it is allow to show for certain date but the tickets can't sold openly, we can only buy the ticket through the church. I heard that it is a nice movie, so don't miss the chance.

today's mass media law tutorial was quite easy to understand~I hope that will be a fun and interesting subject and also all my friends will like it,~ enjoy study everyone...God bless eveyone!

when can i start my Japanese lesson??

2004-10-15T14:42:00.000-07:00

I hate it!! When i can start my Japanese class??? Because of no enough student, even though i paid already, i still have to wait. Come on friends, please register faster ok? That is my last level in TARC, i want to complete it, then go to Japan language club to continue higher level, because i want to register for external Japanese exam next year in September. Although it still has plenty of time, but i worry that i have no enough requirement to register the exam, i believe those want to register for that exam also want to complete all the lesson as soon as possible, right? so, friends, please....

Aiyo...so sad leh~ Our Japanese teacher also hope that we can at least complete the 3 levels in TARC, for those want to take external exam have to go further on it.

Hope miracle will appear....haha~ God bless everyone~Thanks!

Can you handle the subject?

2004-10-12T01:53:00.000-07:00

A new semester, new subjects, new lecturers, even for some B1 students, they have to deal with new environment, sincerely, hope they can get use of it.

Yesterday was really busy with the classes, from 8am till 2pm, we keep having classes, really tired, and then 4 to 6 is another lecture. To me, it is more worst, next week onward, i have another extra class, Japanese class whi ch is start from 5.30 to 8pm, however my time has a little bit crush, but i won't giving up learning Japanese, because i want to take up external Japanese exam next year in September, so i have to put more effort! Gambatte ne! It will be very tired, so i need a nice sleep on Sunday night, but unfortunately, i can't sleep well most of the time, maybe i should go to see the doctor :(

Last week, xue ji meeting, i suggested to put some attractive, cute, beautiful things on the Chinese society notice board to attract people to read it. I could like to start doing it, but, assignments are coming 1 by 1, and the lesson which the tutor teaching everytime i have to do revision to make sure i am really understand it. Time seems like not enough for me~ or maybe i am not capable to arrange it properly~ sign~

The subjects in this semester seems very difficult, especially the Mass Media Law, i am alomost don't understand all, the words are so strange! A lot of words i never read before, a lot of study cases we will meet in this subject. We have to understand the principle of the law, then apply it in the exam, which come out in a situation problem's questions.

My classmate told me her friend said this subject is really tough! But i told my friend, "don;t listen to the senoir, we can do it! Trust yourself! But actually i am not confidence with myself. But anyway, i will give my best to deal with these all to be said "difficult" subjects! Some of my friends were failed in last semester exam, i hope they can pass in the resit, sincerely! i willing to help them if they ask for it! Hope we can go to diploma together!

May God bless my family, friends, me~ Thanks!

Hi friends!

2004-10-04T21:06:00.000-07:00

ha! A brand new semester! Hi everyone, I'm back!

Today is the first day of the semester. This is my 5th semester study in TARC, so far, I met happiness and difficulty here, thanks to those keep company with me when I am sad and happy!

No class tomorrow, I think tomorrow will be very boring :( ha! Oh, I almost forgot, maybe tomorrow I will go to the college and check my Japanese exam result, haha. Then I want to continue my next Japanese level, hopefully, there is a class ready for us!

My roommate had receive their 1st assignment in this semester, I think mine will be receive soon. Oh my god! I still got 1 report haven't done, Chinese society report, but I think I will make it out in these days.

assignment......A new semester.......I hate group assignment! I know I can't escape but....I still hate it! I rather choose individual assignment, I rather all done by myself! Because when we doing group assignment, the members have to communicate a lot, but.... During the communication, argue will happen :( I hate it! But.....I still have to do ....:(

May God bless my family, friends, and me ^_^I

Genting Trip was Great!

2004-09-22T02:17:00.000-07:00

Genting Trip was Great! Haha, i just came back from Genting, the trip was quite fun and interesting, but i am tired, because we walk a lot, from here to there, from there to here. The weather was not very cold, but my friend, Cinyi keep saying "wah....hen leng aaaaaa...", but i think it was not cold enough, haha, Cinyi really can't "tahan" the coldness.

Although it was fun, but i spent a lot of money, tomorrow we are heading to Penang, more money we are going to spend!:(

Tomorrow, Sharon, Pei and i will going to Penang together. "He" ask me to call him when we reach Penang, i don't know whether he serious or just simply say it, so i don't know should i call him or not:(.

Anyway, i hope the Penang trip will be happy!

God bless my family, friends and me! Thanks! >_<

Finally, the term exam is over!

2004-09-07T23:18:00.000-07:00

Hooray! Finally the exam is over! Luckily I answer all the required questions, and I meet the questions which I read it. Thanks God! And also thanks to Yang, because he spotted the essay question, you got it Yang! Ha.

I woke up at 6am this morning, then I memorized the important note, luckily I did it, because most of the questions answer were the note I memorized, so lucky!

When I first read the question, I was smile secretly (tou xiao), ha, because I able to do it, insipid of it, I don't know how much mark I will get, it depend on the marking lectucrer and God. Hopefully I can score A, because I knew I will fail B.M already, so I need P.R to remain my CGPA. However, I also understand how much effort put will gain how much result (yi fen gen yun, yi fen shou huo).

Today is my sister's birthday, Happy Birthday Yuki!!! Wish you nian nian you jin ri, sui sui you jin zhao!! Although I can't rush back to celebrate with her, but I think she will enjoy her seafood meal with her boyfriend! Enjoy!

Tomorrow I am going back to hometown, may God bless me along the journey. Thanks!

My MiNT LaND is growing everyday.

2004-09-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

Last month was my friend's webpage's 1 anniversary. He said time goes faster, his webpage is 1 years old already. I am happy for him also. Happy Birthday!

I am so happy for myself also, because my MiNT LaND is growing bigger and bigger, although not many friends know this blog. I wrote my feeling here, when I am free I log in to see whether got comment toward my blog or not, although usually only 1 or no comment, but I am still happy. I start writing on this blog from August, till today, almost 1 month. I treat my MiNT LaND as my kid, I want her to grow healthy and stready, and also thanks for Jack to recommended this blog to me! Thank you Jack!

2 more days I will going back to my hometown, I will have a 1-month holiday. During my absence in hostel, my MiNT LaND will be very lonely, because I am not by her side, because I will not posting anything to make it abundance:( I will miss her......I can't be connected when I at home, because my home internet connection is really poor! ba lia place:P

Tomorrow is P.R exam, wish everyone all the best!

May God bless everyone. Thanks!

How to face the P.R exam???

2004-09-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

Oh my god!!! I don't know how I going to sit for the P.R exam! I studied the lecture note, then refer to the textbook, I borrow from my friends and have a look.

After the revision, I try to do the pass year questions, why I can't understand the question? I even don't understand what is the questions ask for! Oh my god! Although I don't really understand the subject, but I am not nervous, don't know why? Haha, maybe I don't really care about this subject, but I can't fail, because the resit paper will be much more tougher! My god!!! Cannot resit aaaaaaa! Moreover I have to pay more RM 56, I don't want!

We try the pass year questions, but one of my friend said no need to follow much of the pass year question format, because this exam will be a little bit different with last time. Hopefully, this exam will be easy. Please....................haha

Today, we studied from 12p.m to about 7p.m. During the 7 hours, we not only study, we 3 also chatting. After study together with Yang, I knew a lot his pass. It's really nice study with Yang and Siau Pei. Thanks for the companionship, otherwise I will sleep the whole day, haha, later become a pig! >@<

Good luck and good mood firends!
May God bless my family, friends and me! Thanks!

1 more subject waiting to be test

2004-09-03T20:30:00.000-07:00

1 more subject left...After that I will going back my hometown at 8/9, Wednesday.

The last subject is P.R, I don't have much confident on it, but I will try my best! Today is 3/9, I still got 3 or 4 days to make the final revision, that's all I can do! :)

My friends ask me to give them a small lecture on P.R, actually I don't really good on it, but I will tell them what I know about P.R, this subject, hopefully, it's will help them.

After the last paper, I will going back hometown, during my absence in K.L, my MiNT LaND will be lonely :(. In the holiday, I will go to Genting highland and Penang to have a vocation! ha! i hope it will be fun and interesting! The trip will start on 20/9. My friend and i will come back to K.L on 20/9, when we arrive K.L, we will going to Genting Highland directly. We will have a 2 days 1 night trip at Genting Highland. In our plan, we will come back to K.L on the next day. Then, the next destination is Penang! We are heading to Penang immediately after we come down from Genting. The journey to Penang will takes about 5 hours. We plan to take 2 or 3pm bus, follow the plan, we will reach Penang at maybe 8pm. I think no more plan at the night of the first day in Penang, because my friend and i must be very tired!

After the Penang trip, we will come back to K.L at 25/9, because we will attending to a Japan Club-organized activity. It is kimono wearing session, my friend and i can't wait to wear kimono and take the picture. Hopefully the entry fee and kimono wearing fee will be affordable.

The next day, we will going back to our own hometown. Lastly, the college will start the next semester on 5/10, then we have to face the exam result:( may god bless me, hehe. Hopefully this term break will be meaningful and fun!

May God bless my family, my friends and me! Thanks!

He is not available :(

2004-09-02T01:35:00.000-07:00

Finally, I know he is not available:(

Last 2 days, we chat on MSN, he shown me his girlfriend picture, quite a beautiful girl, looks clean and gorgeous. Today, I didn't meet him in the school, I knew that he got exam today also, same time with me, but I didn't meet him.

I don't know what feeling should I hold toward this matter, should I feel sad? Happy? Disappointed? Speak honestly, I felt sad at the beginning, and then now, I feel nothing. I definitely can't be the 3 person in their love, right? I don't want to harm his girlfriend!

I don't know what to do, I think let the god decide!

God bless my family, my friends and me. Thanks!

After the exam...

2004-08-30T19:05:00.000-07:00

Finally, the English exam was past. Luckily, it was easier than I expect! Before I go to the exam, I read Leehom's diary. I always read his diary when I am boring. I learned English from the diary, not only music, Leehom also give me lecture on English subject. So, Leehom is one of the people that I want to thanks to, thank you Leehom!

Before I enter the exam hall, I met him, I met him accidentally. So coincident! I stand in front of his friend, I am sure he saw me, but he didn't say hi to me, very disappointed....:( At the moment I saw him, I was very nervous, naturally, my heart beating so fast.

After the exam, I came back the hostel with my friends, and I saw him walk in front of me, very far, I can't catch him up, so just walk as usual.

I wanted to send SMS to him tonight, I did it these 2 night. Yesterday when we chatting on the SMS, I asked him am I disturbing him? He answered no, and asked me why? Then I answer him, "nothing, just boring". I keep wondering am I disturbing him?

It's time for shower, then I should put my soul back on my I.T lecture note, the day after tomorrow is my I.T test, I scored the highest coursework mark among the 2 P.R classes, but it's doesn't mean I will also score high mark in the final exam, so..... Study smart, and study hard O!

Later I am going to sit for the exam

2004-08-30T12:00:00.000-07:00

Later I am going to sit for my English exam, a little bit nervous, but I can't do anything. I memorized the format already, I read some article and did some final preparation already. My friend was searching for the article that regarding about women smoking topic, don't know whether this topic will be the question? Aiyo...Just forget about it, once we enter the exam hall, once we open and start the exam, we will know, haha.....

Yesterday I SMS him, we talk a little, he was relaxing and watching movie. Finally he know who am I, haha. I always forgot his looks easily. Yesterday only saw him once, I don't know later whether I have mood to answer the exam question or not. I always say "depend on luck" and I have to say "depend on mood", haha. I am sure I failed B.M paper already, I don't want to fail English, because I don't wish to pay that much for resit paper!! and also my CGPA will drop much :(

Why so coincident, why I meet this problem during my exam season?? It is really make me feel bad!! God bless me and my family and also those sit for the exam.

Tomorrow is my English test

2004-08-29T13:25:00.000-07:00

Because of some reasons, I couldn't sleep well and eat well these days, so yesterday, I ate at 11pm, I was really hungry when I feel I have mood to eat something. After my meal with friends at mamak stall, we went back to the hostel, but I counldn't get sleep, I was really tired but counldn't get sleep.

Tomorrow is my English final exam, as people say, language subject cannot be study, what can i do is read more, write more and speak more, so i come here to do my writing practise.

There are 3 part in the test, first part is comprehension, second is letter or MEMO writing and third is essay writing. Honestly, because of seldom did excersices, i am quite worry about the comprehension and essay.

Yesterday i sat for the Malay Language paper, it was really tough! and i have no mood to did it, i just roughly did it, so i am sure definitely i will fail this paper, sure! haha, then i have to prepare more RM56 for resit fee.

Now i am quite worry about tomorrow exam, because i have no confidence! I seldom meet these kind of problems since i study in college. Although i know i can't handle these test, but i will keep my principle clear, as my principle is........

As "he" told me, everyone please "plus oil, plus oil"!! haha. ^_^

你會因為考試成勣而失落嗎?

2004-08-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

今天考的b.m我可以說是一點都不會做﹐哈哈。那我怎麼還笑得出來阿?哈哈我也不知道﹐可能是。。。秘密:P。噢。。我現在好餓噢﹐因為剛才心情真的是跌到谷底﹐一整天只吃了一點麵包。不過沒關係﹐等下要去吃宵夜。

因為有一點感情的問題﹐所以這幾天都沒有心情準備考試。理所當然的今天考的也不會。我已經把我面對的問題告訴姐姐和妹妹了﹐他們都安慰我說﹐慢慢來﹐考試也不要太在意﹐考不好就考不好﹐不要太在意分數。我很高興他們會這樣安慰我。我媽媽也在我考試壓力大的時候安慰我說﹐不要給自己太大的壓力﹐自己盡力就好。我很感謝家人給我的支持﹐也很慶幸我有這樣的家人。謝謝老天爺。請老天爺保祐我的家人﹐朋友﹐還有實現我的願望﹐謝謝。

我的文字傷害了人

2004-08-27T15:40:00.000-07:00

最近體重下降了﹐不知道是因為考試壓力的關係還是其他因素。

最近心情不好﹐不知道是因為考試壓力還是其他原因。就因為心情不好﹐所以在網上寫了一些莫名其妙的東西﹐還莫名其妙地推薦的朋友上去看。結果﹐我用文字傷害了一個朋友。

現在我想鄭重的向這位朋友道歉。
曉佩﹐對不起﹐這些話是我在頭腦不清醒的時候寫的。是我太自我了﹐把自己覺得對的事情﹐硬塞進別人的頭腦。真的對不起﹐希望你看了就算﹐千萬不要放在心裡面。
我們還是朋友嗎?

have u ever met this situation?

2004-08-25T01:43:00.000-07:00

In this exam season, everyone is burying their head into the lecture notes and books. The people who face other problem will feel extra vex! Love matter, financial matter, ect….this really make a person irritate, feeling bad!

Come on! escape from your study room, come out and take a fresh air. I usually did it, but speak honestly some time it is work, some time don't, hehe.....

Good luck to me those sit for the final exam!

Do u cheat on ur exam?

2004-08-23T01:08:00.000-07:00

Do you cheat on your exam? What is cheat means here? Passing answer or note around during the exam? Peep your friend's answer? No, what I means here is, begging for tips!

When the exam is around, will you begging tips from your teacher? I think most of the student did it, especially college students, right? I think nobody disagree with my statement.

I am a college student, usually, when the final exam is coming, most of my friends or classmate will begging tips from lecturer or tutor. Some lecturer will give us generously, the accuracy of the tips will reach about 70 - 80%. Wheares, some will just give us some hins and emphasize on those important part.

Honestly, I prefer the second type of lecturer. Emphasize the important part of the note. Is tips really important to a exam-sitting student? I ask some of my friends, they told me that we have to study more if no tips given from lecturer. Again I asked her, if really no tips at all, how she going to study, she said, "then we have to study the whole, a lot of note".

In my opinion, we are student, our duty is study, but not only study all the time, of course have to do some non-academic activities, but now I talking about exam, reader please don't get misunderstand. What a student should put more corncern on is study. My friend answered with "we have to study a lot", this make me feel, "we have to do it, although no tips at all", and also if you smart enough and pay attention in the class, you should know which part of the note is more important.

Speak frankly, I didn't follow tips, although the lecturer gave us, I just keep my principle clear. I thrown away the tips that I recorded on the paper that day when I sat in front of the lecturer during the lecturer class.

I know I may offend some people by saying these things. But, this is what I feel, everything when the exam is coming, I hope no lecturer give us tips, but please teach seriously. I may get a not very good result, but I am honest to myself!

Good luck to those believe in themselves! God bless us ^_^:

Dead Poet Society

2004-08-20T22:57:00.000-07:00

Anyone watch this film b4? This is really a nice and meaningful film. The background of this movie is America, 50s. It's leaded by Robin Williams. Robin William play a role of teacher named Professor Keating, in this film, he is an untraditional teacher and he ask to teach in a boy school. He teach with his own special teaching method. Unlike usual teacher, he don't like the books in his teaching, moreover he ask his student destroy and throw away the books. He teach history in the football field, the boys like sport. Before a student kick a ball, he is required to answer a history question or memory an history event. They are so enjoy!

They are so enjoy in their teaching and learning. Unfortunately, the headmaster, parent-teacher association are disagree with his "weird" teaching method. They think that is not teaching, they think Professor Keating is play a fool with these students, he is misleading the students. Therefore, the school decided to sack Professor Keating.

The students are sad about his leaving, but nothing they can do to make professor stay with them. During his teaching, he said to the boys "suck the marrow of life".

I like this phrase but I can only understand it superficial, unfortunately, I didn't apply this phrase in my life. Sometime, I wasting time in doing nothing, I irritated with my attitude toward life. I think I lost my light house in my life.

Hopefully, I will find it soon. May God bless those good.